you reap what you sow.

study hard now and you will have good results

apply now and you will get the job

be honest now and you will have truthfulness

look up now and you will have optimism

don't give up now and you will have hope

start working now and you will pass your exams

(dam procrastination!)

lol. it seems so simple but the reason why we have regret is because we don't understand this simple formula.

its easy to put the blame somewhere else... but these are called excuses.

in the end it's still up to you.

fiftysixfiftynine.

okay now try and look through it...

love is patient love is kind it does not envy it does not boast it is not proud it is not self-seeking it is not easily angered it keeps no record of wrongs it loves the truth and hates the wrong Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perserveres love never ceases Love never fails.

love joy peace together. teach me how.

walk humbly with your God. watch your pride.

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

a few days ago i was feeling down again.

and i prayed before i slept, Lord please don't let me look at my problems

and when i closed my eyes... all the stuff i still had to do for the rest of the week came crashing down on me.

did He not listen?

i know He did.

i think, sometimes looking at God doesn't mean not facing your problems.

in fact, sometimes He has to let you feel how big your problems are

so that you will really feel how much bigger He actually is.

i'm not saying i've overcome, or that i have the faith to keep smiling these days. but i'm learning to learn.

thanks for prayers :)